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Philophobia-Romano

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blightfighter45

Published: Nov 13, 2013

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Lovino Vargas, otherwise known as Romano, or South Italy.

Has just one fear.

That fear that he refuses to let anyone know about, he would just be really embarrassed about it. He hates it. He hates it with a passion.

He wants it to go away but it always seems to find its way back to him. It latches on him and refuses to leave.

He's tried so many times, more than he could count, to face it.

He can't, he just can't.

It prevented him from being with so many people, people he wanted to care for but just couldn't. His fear would get jealous and get even worse.

The worst part is that he can't even tell you why he has that fear.

Maybe it's from all the times he's been rejected. Maybe it's been all the times people broke his heart. He doesn't know.

And that fear, the fear that haunts him the most.

Is the fear of being loved.

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I can relate so much ;-; This is amazing

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